Enraged! Chapter 7

Chapter 7: Revenge is A Dish Served Cold 

All I can think about are the flashbacks that play through my mind of the issues I have with everyone. My mind and heart are filled with bitterness, sadness, frustration, rage and disappointment. I had to sit and create a mental note of who I needed to put on my hit list. I can hear those voices in my head telling that what I needed to do was make this list In the order of the events it occurred. Hell all I wanted was revenge. They were on some other shit. I didn’t care to hear what was right about anything of this because when I do what I need to do I will feel better than I had ever felt before. Let’s see, What can I do first? Hmmm yeah, I think I need to pay a visit to that bitch who thought it was cute to fuck that couple in my bedroom in our home. Let’s give her a taste of her own medicine shall we. I could feel the embarrassment all over again! The city knew all of my business and all she can say was I’m sorry it happened. Bitch should’ve known you don’t fuck me over and think you will get away with it. I decided print all of those nude pictures she ever sent me and place them all over Town with the caption, “ Free Pussy to those who need it!” “if you need it you can find it at this address.” Why not? She was a slut anyway! To add more to it, I will even release a sneak peek of what she does when I’m away. I had a soldier to send me a fucking video of her being ran through the her entire unit and enjoying it at that! What kind of woman puts herself out there like that but pretends to be this perfect

Woman? I tell you who, this cunt! I know her parents were rolling over in their graves to have birth such a pretentious whore! And to think that I  actually wanted that bitch! Yeah she can sue but I can counter sue for the shit she put me through. You just don’t know all of the pain she put me through! I feel a sense of relief let the world know she was classless, two timing, money hungry slut that only cared about herself. She never considered my feelings at all! She’s checked off of my mental list! The next person on my list is those bastard fraternity brothers that did me wrong! I despise the ground they walk on. They think that they are untouchable but tonight we are going to play a little game! I had to grab some rope, a pole stick, my gun, duck tape, recorder, spray and figure out their location. I knew they had to be at the Fraternity house because today is our 231 anniversary for being on campus! But tonight we are celebrating the truth finally coming to the fore front. It’s time To stop with the fucking lies and tell the damn truth. They had an entire campus fooled about who I was and who they were, and I’ve had enough. I decided to drive up to the house and wait for the perfect timing to throw the bomb spray so that I could make my move. It happened to be when those bastards were drunk! So it was time to throw it. Once it landed I knew it would make them pass out. I carried all four of them and tied them to a tree in the woods. When they woke up they screamed like some bitches! I asked them to give one good reason why I shouldn’t fuck their entire life up after they’ve ruined me and scarred for the lies and the torture they put me through.  Do you know they couldn’t even give me a legit answer until I started fucking some shit up! I beat the fuck out of all of them until they could barely move. You guys could not even find a legit reason to hate me. The words that came out of their mouths were i had a strong personality and I never broke down and wanted to be like them. Of course i didn’t because I am my own fucking person! I just wanted to bring my skills to this organization and you basically told me I wasn’t shit or welcomed yet I wear the same letters as you. Fuck you guys! I should just fucking shoot you all where you stand. I got this rush in my body that I knew was dangerous. I wanted them to hurt like I did. I wanted to them to feel like they wanted to be dead like i did when they ridiculed me for not being like them. They tainted my own belief that brotherhood was something that was given but in this case brotherhood is pain. Something not real anymore. And the one who was my best friend fucked me over the most. I put that gun in his mouth because I wanted him to taste fear! He needed to see what it felt like to be crushed. But then the police, my counselor and my mother showed up to convince me that it will be ok. First of all, why the fuck would I listen to my mother when she caused this pain too. She didn’t know that she I know she told the family that she didn’t really want me. So why the fuck was she here? All of that pain lead up this! I wanted to be free of pain. This was the only way I had known to set myself free. But after realizing that they wouldn’t allow me to get my revenge my only way out was to talk to god. But in my mind god didn’t like or love broke people like me. He only curses me because I’m different. I hear voices tell me god doesn’t like people like us. We burn in hell. I’m already half way there living on this earth anyway. As I’m thinking, they’re screaming and I se the officers pointing their guns at me. So I did them a favor. I shot myself in the head hoping that I would set myself free. But god had other plans I guess. I was taken to the hospital and put on watch for awhile. I didn’t feel anything but I wanted to be set free from it all.